If you're looking for a total bottom who loves to wear panties, hose, dresses, body stockings, night gowns, baby dolls, teddies, nighties, negligees, lingerie, bras, bikini bathing suits -- a man who loves wearing lipstick, makeup and perfume but who, for now, also looks like a man in women's clothes, then keep reading. I just might be what you're looking for. If you're looking for a total bottom who's disease free, HIV negative, clean, prefers to make love bareback, loves giving oral, being rimmed, having the neck sucked black and blue with hicky's and spending hours in bed, making love missionary style, then I'd love to be your "girl." If you want a bottom who'll gladly let you put me in a sex sling to keep my legs in the air, I'm waiting for you. If you have ever fantasized about entering a girlie bottom in the morning and filling your "girl" with a bladder full of urine, I can't wait to share that experience with you. If you're looking for someone who'll gleefully wear a chastity belt while we're apart, a chastity where you have the only key, then, lock me away. Here’s an example of the kind of chastity I want you to buy for me. If you're into being with a girlie guy who'll wear sexy lingerie for you and meet you at the front door in hot pink panties, jump up in your arms, cling to you with all the strength of my arms and legs, make out with you with passion and hunger as you carry me to our waiting, freshly run bubble bath then I want you to be the one I lie beneath in the almost scalding water, head resting on the foot of the tub, legs up and feet planted high above the faucets on the head of the tub and begin our night of lovemaking there. If you want someone who’ll bathe you as you bathe me, I want to grow with you, go crazy with you and fall in love with you. If you want a lover who’ll gladly submit to you and allow you to dominant and control every activity of my life, I’ll make you proud to say “this is my girlfriend.” I want to be controlled and dominated by a possessive, controlling, healthily jealous man who’ll screw my brains out and ride me until I can’t walk or talk. If you will shop with me, pick out the clothes I buy and also buy me girlie things, I’ll do Kegel exercises daily to strengthen my sphincteral control, I’ll douche daily so you can eat me and cum inside me without fear of disease or infection. If you will lock me in a chastity belt, put on my panties, bra, hose, tights, dresses and other girlie things, then undress me with mouth and hands, I’ll promise to make sure every drop of your cum enters my tummy either via my hungry, ravenous, gobbling throat or via a virgin pussy that I’ll give to one man and only one man. If you’ll make me yours and let me be the girl I so desperately want to be, I would absolutely love to prepare your meals, clean your house, wash your clothes, do your dishes, make our bed, run you hot bubble baths and be the girlfriend everyone wants. If you're open to taking Viagra or Sialas to enhance our love making and increase the duration, then I'm the exception to the rule: I won't be complaining when you wear me out. If you want to be my first, then I want to be your last. If you're looking for something serious and long term, I'd love to hear from you. I'm five feet, three inches tall, weigh 130 pounds, have dirty blonde hair and hazel eyes. I am blind and have been all of my life but I do live alone, I am independent and I am self-employed as a smart phone and computer tech. I use a program called Jaws from freedom scientific which reads the contents of the computer screen to me in synthesized speech. I use the "Voice over" features of the iPhone which gives me complete access to every feature of the phone. About the only thing I can't do is drive and as the effeminate partner in a same sex relationship, I'd prefer my boyfriend do all the driving anyway. I do not usually travel with a cane unless I am alone in a large city. I travel via "Sighted Guide" which means I put my hand on the elbow of the person guiding me. I'd much rather interlace my fingers through the masculine hand of the man who makes me his. I do not know how to properly apply makeup but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to successfully become the girl of you dreams. I would hope you might enjoy applying my makeup as I learn. I do want to shop for clothing picked out specifically by the man who becomes my boyfriend. I am in the process of having my teeth replaced with dentures and am growing my hair back out long. If you're out and open, I'd especially love to hear from you if you're interested. I'd love to come out and enjoy living a life in the gay community. Some of my interests and hobbies include reading, writing, computers/internet, history, poetry, theater, music, dancing, taking long walks, cooking, cleaning, travel, weekend get-aways, shopping, meeting new people, learning new things, writing erotic stories, journaling and building websites. I'm looking for a man who is between 30 and 65 years of age, physically fit, well endowed (9 inches or more), experienced as a top, HIV negative and STD free, at least six inches taller than me and I'd prefer that he weigh over 200 pounds so that when I'm beneath him, I'm crushed by his weight. I'm looking for someone who is real, passionate, romantic, intelligent, articulate, employed, honest, faithful and loving. If that's you, send me an email and let’s begin an adventure to last the rest of our lives?

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
Having him come to pick me up and kneeling in the passenger's
floorboard while leaning over to give him head as we begin
our first date.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Sadomasochism, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Urolagnia (Water Sports/Urine), Rimming, Fetishes, Light Bondage, Hard Bondage, Spanking, Role Playing, Slave/Master, Cross Dressing, Mutual Masturbation, Food Play, Making Home "Movies", Participating in Erotic Photography, Handcuffs/Shackles, Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc., Leather, Latex, Massage

What factors are most important to you when looking for a sexual partner?:
Sexual experience, Same/similar fetishes, Experience in a certain role (top/bottom; master/slave), Sexual appetite, Willingness to freely discuss and try anything, Creativity/Kinkiness level, A little of each

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
Vin Diesel. I love his voice.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I have cybersex quite often.

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