TXdiscreet38
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Posted:Sep 1, 2018 9:48 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 11:7 am
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Love your cock. It looks big, but I'm betting I can take it. Do you want me on my back with my legs over your shoulders, maybe dressed in drag as a bitch for you? I still don't have a long hair wig. As long as you don't have any std's, you can slam that meat home without a raincoat. I like being a cum bank for men. I don't care to kiss them, or hug them, or any of that other shit. I just like being on my knees, sucking on a dick and ending up with a sore throat, or having my hole fucked like I'm his best girl. You know how it is..........
I'm going to go outside in my very private back yard tomorrow, and let my girl side take over for about an hour. I've got a 3" diameter Dildo on a post, and she's begging to have it in her ass again. She hugs it and kisses it every time she sees it. She's in her fever mode and it'll only last about an hour, then it'll be over.
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I bought a new Dildo
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Posted:Sep 1, 2018 9:30 pm
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2018 9:37 pm
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I prefer white Dildo's but it doesn't really matter. What matters the most is how it feels when it slips inside of me. This one is like the Cadillac of cocks. It's black, about 10" insertable, and very, very soft. I haven't stuff a cock in my ass in a month, and after slicking this one up with Vaseline and a few test pushes, it was in! It's like shoving a hard marshmellow inside me. I was bouncing up and down on it in no time. It's a wonderful Dildo. It has made itself big competition for the 3" wide latex Dildo that I plan on using tomorrow if the weather is nice outside. When it comes to that luxury feel though, the black Dildo is the winner, hands down. I can see my ass getting abused a lot with it in the near future. I love cock.
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Peter is an obsession with me lately
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Posted:Jul 16, 2018 3:38 am
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2018 9:39 pm
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Over the past 3 days, it's been almost a fever. It happens on occasion. Sometimes I get so horny that nothing seems to do anything for me. I'd feel a lot better if I had someone around all the time, or for that matter, even have someone around just once a week. I need some cum, and I feel like I need it badly. Right now, I'm wanting multiple loads of it too. I've been in a Diaper for the past 3 days. No choice either. After the insane huge cock cramming of my ass hole over the past few days, my hole is leaking a bit. So I'm in a Diaper for probably a week I bet. I don't mind. I like being in a Diaper. I took some really good pictures of my shaved ass taking a Dildo in my ass.
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I'm hurting today..........
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Posted:Jul 15, 2018 1:51 pm
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2018 9:40 pm
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On July 13th, I took an old 2 1/2" diameter Dildo to the garage. I modified it so that it now has a piece of plastic tubing that goes from the bottom to the top. I'm able to connect a tube of anal ease to it. It worked well when I tried it out. I shoved 10 insertable inches into my ass, and squeezed the tube of anal ease into me. By doing that, I was able to extend my fuck session with my 3" diameter Dildo, from 1 hour to 2 hours. At the end of 2 hours, I couldn't take any more. My hole was getting sore and I was getting tired from all of that bouncing. I made sure to take pictures and videos of it all. I hardly ever get hard any more, but I'm okay with that because I like being on my knees for guys anyway. Sometimes I get so horny that I don't know when to stop. I made use of a little 420 today, while doing another fuck session. It's only been one day of relief since I did it last, and I could have used more time to recuperate but I couldn't help it. I couldn't wait any longer. I did a 1 hour and 15 minute fuck session outside in the privacy area of the Back Yard today. I always use a mirror so that I can watch my ass getting fucked with my huge cock. It's my boyfriend and my lover. I shaved my lower area on the 13th. It took a few days for the irritation to stop. My pictures and videos look good though, because it shows a smooth ass. When I straddle the huge Dildo, I'm able to get it where I need it without touching it. It looks so pretty, pushed up against my smooth ass. It looks like it truly belongs there, and it makes me very happy to see it there. It looks nice also as I shove 10" of it into my butt. After two long sessions within a few days, it looks like I'll be in a Diaper for about a week. I'm pretty sure of it. It'll take that long for my ass hole to stop being swollen from all of that abuse...........
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Tomorrow I'm taking 11" to the nuts
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Posted:Jun 22, 2018 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 11:7 am
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In a few days, it's going to get really hot in the Midwest. I haven't shoved a cock in my ass in a while. It's time to mount the huge Dildo again, and get my attitude adjusted. I hope it's good enough weather to play with my toy outside. But if it isn't, I took precautions and made a portable stand that I can use in the garage. I found some of my girlie clothing that I thought I had lost. So tomorrow, I think I'll put some of it on and get some new pictures of me pumping up and down on my Dildo while wearing my pretty clothes. I've been feeling grouchy and angry lately. So I know it's way past time for me to get my ass fucked. After I do that, I'll start feeling a lot better.
I wonder what it would be like to get fucked by a large dog, or maybe a small pony? Or a group of really hung men. If cramming the huge Dildo up my ass doesn't change my mood, I may have to go to the porn store to find someone to face fuck me. That will definitely give me a happy face. I like it when a guy takes control right before he cums and shoves his cock to the back of my throat. I usually just suck and go all the way down on it without a man's help, so I don't have to taste it so much. Even after decades of swallowing cum, I still hate the taste of it. I like swallowing it; I just don't care for the taste.
I'm not going to renew my account after June 29. If I can't find someone to play with in 30 days, then I doubt if I'll find anyone to play with in 60 days; no sense wasting money.
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it's been 4 days since I felt like a girl
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Posted:Jun 2, 2018 5:42 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2018 7:30 pm
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June 3rd, 2018. Sunday.
It's been 4 days. I can't wait any longer. I've got the 3" wide Dildo attached to my 4x4 post in the ground, and ready for a long fuck-session on my ass tomorrow. It's supposed to be Low 70's and windy; sounds like a perfect day to change mindsets for a short while and bring out the girl in me. My past few fuck sessions have been at least one hour long, while taking various pictures and videos of me violating myself and loving it. I'd like to modify my Dildo by inserting a tube through it, so that I can then figure a way to pump some numbing ointment into my bowels while being ass fucked. If I could do that, then my fuck-sessions would be a lot longer than one hour..........
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A 2 minute session
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Posted:May 30, 2018 2:52 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2018 7:31 pm
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May 30th.
I suddenly got very horny. I couldn't get hard enough to jack off, so I grabbed my jar of Vaseline and quickly headed to the 3" wide Dildo that was still mounted on it's post, from yesterday's 1 hour session. I'm happy about a few things. I'm able to take a 3" wide Dildo into my ass without a desensitizing lube. I am also now able to just center my hole over the Dildo and find center with it and stick it in. I still need the numbing agent. Nice to know that I can get it shoved into my ass hole without touching it though.
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My pooper is sore, and I don't know why
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Posted:May 29, 2018 3:12 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 11:7 am
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I had a good time outside today. It was overcast and not too hot, so I attached my 3" wide Dildo to the 22" tall 4x4 post in my privacy area, got an enema, squeezed a 1.5 oz. tube of anal ease in my ass, and went to work on bouncing up and down on my Dildo for 1 hour. I kept an eye on how it went into my ass today. I am now able to step in front of it, lift my right leg a bit, center my ass hole over the Dildo, and it center's up beneath my ass hole easily and slips right in. I love it. It's like it belongs there. I don't even mess with any of the other Dildo's any more. I go right for the biggest one I have. I think I'm ready for a 4" Dildo that I recently found online.
I'm going to start going for the "life-like feeling" type of Dildo's, as it's easier to work them with vigor. I think they call them a jelly type of Dildo. The jelly-type Dildo's feel totally comfortable and sometimes it feels like it's hardly there at all.
My 3 incher is the 1st latex type Dildo that I've ever bought.
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Being Alone
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Posted:May 27, 2018 11:35 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 11:7 am
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May 27th, 2018. Sunday.
I just found this website today. I'm glad to be here, and I hope I find a person to be with. I've reflected on my life, and come to the conclusion that I'll never be with anyone unless it's a chick with a dick. I've enjoyed swallowing cock juice since I was 13. I'll never quit giving head because I love doing it. I love wrapping my lips around the head of a man's cock when he unzips his pants and pulls his cock out. I like sucking on it like I'm trying to suck a strawberry through a straw. I like it when the man sometimes grabs hold of my head and forces his cock to the back of my throat. It makes me very happy to swallow what he gives me. But that's as far as it goes. I have no attraction for a man. He's just a peter that needs to get off. I like the figure of a woman. I am sure that I will only be happy if I'm with a tranny. And yet, I have never met a tranny. But they are no different than me. I want my tranny woman to be on top; to get her cock sucked and to fuck me. I don't want to fuck her; I have conditioned my mind over the years to think that women don't get hard-ons. And since I'm on my knees like a woman is, then I don't get hard. I can still get a hard on, but I've got to use picture stimulation such as looking at pictures of cocks, and pictures of cocks with cum squirting out of them. All the while that I'm beating off, wishing it was me on my knees, sucking on them. If I never find a tranny to be with, then I will never be with anyone. She is the type of woman that I want and need. I would prefer a white or Asian tranny.
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