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On a Clear Day You Can See Forever  

40Deuce 46M
4634 posts
8/11/2018 1:43 pm

Last Read:
8/14/2018 5:40 pm

On a Clear Day You Can See Forever


When Playboy first came around did they intentionally make their magazine look like Playbill or why when I see an old Playbill do I always think it's a Playboy ?

You can all rest easy the mystery has been solved . As everyone who reads this log knows I get an annoying pimple on my balls every X months and it went on long enough that I started paying more attention to when/where/why/how and I think I have enough evidence now to state that it's the result of shaving my junk - which is why it used to happen a lot more . It makes sense because if you believe the internet (which you do) the most common cause of acne of the scrotum is an ingrown hair .

So I guess it's a good thing I'm unlikely to ever have regular sex again . And I know that women generally don't care if you shave because it's all gross down there anyway but ball hair is the worst and I hate it . I mean the balls themselves are no picnic but the hair makes it 7.4 times worse .

Anyway , on the off chance we ever bang ; sorry it's going to be a jungle down there .

At my old job I worked with a trans lady (or maybe just a cross-dresser , is there a difference in some cases ? I don't know) and I don't remember there ever being any issues . But at my new job there's a trans lady there and two older employees talk shit about her constantly - 20% of that is because she sucks at her job but 80% of it is pure trans-bashing . Which is annoying enough but they also having long conversations about what's going on "down there" and what they can see through her skirt .

The other day trans lady came up to these two chuckleheads to ask them about something for work and out of nowhere the lady chucklehead says "Does it get hard ?" How could anyone ever think that was okay ? Imagine how you'd feel if someone just randomly started asking questions about your genitals .

I briefly thought about reporting them to HR but honestly what's the point . Nothing's going to happen . And here's the thing , I don't think you should be fired for that . Isn't that awful ? If this was a POC instead of a transgender individual I would say "fire them !" What does that say about me ? Nothing good .

What I wonder is if there were no problems at my old job because in that case if you didn't know you wouldn't know . You know . Whereas this lady at my new job it's pretty clear what the deal is .

Also in another potential show of subtle anti-transism I wonder about the of this lady . Your dad turning into a second mom has to be kind of a mindfuck right ? Or maybe it just rolls off the backs of these days . Who knows . Maybe with younger it's kind of okay but I feel like if you're a and one of your parents is transitioning you're probably going to be a real asshole about it .

Speaking of I ran into Stacy Webber's HS boyfriend this week at Walgreens . It always kind of weirds me out when people from when I was a recognize me because do I look anything like I did then ? It doesn't seem like it .

As I'm sure you all remember Stacy Webber is the girl who when I was 16 told me to meet her after tennis practice and we could make out and instead her boyfriend (this dude) and his cronies were there to kick the shit out of me . They had some thorny branch they kept saying they were going to shove up my ass and they did strip me nude from the waist down but they didn't go through with it - although they had shoved things in my ass before . I wonder if that's why I like giving rimjobs now .

Anyway as I do whenever I run into one my old torments I thought about extracting some kind of revenge and people always say "Oh , that was a such a long time ago , they're probably not like that anymore" which to me indicates that they don't understand revenge . That makes it better . If this guy was just a nice dude who never did anything bad now that's the best time to cut his foot off and burn it in front of him because he doesn't deserve it - just like I didn't deserve what he did to me back then . That's the whole point .

I mean really if the guy was still an asshole there wouldn't be any reason to get back at him . Ya dig ?

And yes , I know what you're thinking "40 , Stacie Webber would have never made out with you , you had to know it was a trap" . Here's the thing , I assumed that it probably was but I wanted it to be true so much I did it anyway . Anyone who's ever been in a relationship knows what I mean . Things are starting to go south and you know the ending is going to be bad but you so badly want it to work out that you just plow ahead anyway .

And then you get cornhole with a pinecone . Emotionally .

I started a couple fake twitter accounts to spread different conspiracies and see which one catches on . Which one do you think people will like ?

The McDonalds Corporation is planning to resurrect John Lennon as part of a plot to destroy public television

The Republican Party wants prevent the creation of a utopian world government and plans to achieve this by polluting the public airwaves with sarin gas

The frozen head of Walt Disney is going to use sexist Twitter posts to turn public opinion against fertility clinics in order to prevent the Singularity

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40Deuce 46M
5725 posts
8/11/2018 1:44 pm

Act I

Quirky Daisy Gamble sees herself as an unremarkable person and has low self-esteem, even though she can (1) make plants grow remarkably, (2) predict when a telephone will ring or someone will drop in, and (3) tell where to find an object that someone else is looking for. Her current problem, though, is her nasty smoking habit, which will interfere with the chances of her fiancé, Warren, for a job with great benefits. She seeks help from a psychiatrist, Dr. Mark Bruckner, to stop smoking. When he hypnotizes her, she describes living a previous life in late 18th century England as "Melinda Wells", who died in her late twenties from circumstances beyond her control. Free spirited Melinda was in love with portrait painter Edward Moncrief. Dr. Mark keeps to himself what Daisy has revealed to him, and he tells her that she should not be ashamed of her ESP.

At their next session, Daisy, under hypnosis, relates scenes from the salacious London Hellrakers' Club where Melinda met Edward. Melinda and Edward eventually marry, but the painter is unfaithful to her, making love to his subjects. Mark, the psychiatrist, finds himself falling for "Melinda" and becomes convinced that Daisy is really the reincarnation of Melinda. Melinda finally left Edward and set sail for America, but the ship never reached Boston. Before Mark can save Melinda from shipwreck, Daisy wakes up.

Act II

Mark reports on the case to his fellow psychiatrists, who ridicule his findings. Greek shipping magnate Themistocles Kriakos learns of Mark's belief in reincarnation and offers to finance a study of the events of Melinda's life in exchange for Mark's help in discovering who he will be in his next life, which will allow him to leave his fortune to his future self. Daisy accidentally discovers that she is the "Melinda" at the center of the growing controversy and that Mark prefers Melinda to herself. In her angry confrontation with the psychiatrist about the matter, she tells him that she is "through being a go-between for you and your dream girl. You're not going to go on using my head for a motel."

Daisy goes to the airport, ready to return home. Her ESP powers warn her that the plane on which she plans to travel will crash. She realizes at last how special she really is. She leaves her starchy fiancé (Come Back To Me) and she and Mark unite to explore their extraordinary future.

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smartasswoman 66F  
35813 posts
8/11/2018 3:14 pm

In my limited understanding, a male to female trans person identifies as female (feels like inside, they're female) and as part of actually living that they wear female clothes.

Whereas men who cross-dress tend to still identify as men but for whatever reason they get a charge out of wearing female clothing. It seems like for most cross dressers it's more recreational rather than a full time thing. Just for evenings and weekends, not something you would do at work.

So my uneducated guess is that your coworker is a trans person...and who knows at what point in their transition, it's really not any of our business right? Which makes the two guys who harassed her real jerks and I would say at the least they should be disciplined.

I vote for the Republican sarin conspiracy as being the one most likely to take hold. Of course, since I'm a commie pinko.


40Deuce replies on 8/12/2018 1:21 pm:
Yeah , I suppose I should say something , it just seems so pointless

noreasonhaha 27M
1 post
8/11/2018 5:29 pm

Very internal helpful!


superbjversion2 68F  
24388 posts
8/11/2018 8:37 pm

If you ever have a chance of having sex again but it hinges on you having freshly shaved balls...Call me. I will defend your right to a hairy scrotum with every ounce of my forceful personality!!

p.s. I like the Walt Disney conspiracy - it seems extra ironic.

Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation bangs on the door forever!


40Deuce replies on 8/12/2018 1:23 pm:
Approved , now before I take my pants off I need you call my friend from AdultXXXDate and she'll give you the low down

Gina_L07 67T
387 posts
8/14/2018 7:18 am

Hmm...OK I will weigh in but just my opinion. Most of the world today is still very uneducated as to why Transgendered people would want or have to live that way. Therefore I always would try to be informative to anyone who I might think falls into that category. Of course a small discourse on how what they said to me could be grounds for them being fired might assist in the discussion. That being said, I try not to fan the flames if I can see a way to enlighten someone to what and why what they said is not favorable. So in essence, I would do that and then give them time to mull over it and if it keeps happening again then take it to human resources or whatever resource I would have to address the issue. Ciao.

Gina {=}


40Deuce replies on 8/14/2018 5:43 pm:
Thanks for sharing , I hadn't consider that angle

Gina_L07 67T
387 posts
8/14/2018 7:21 am

Oh and you never said what happened when you confronted Stacey's boyfriend from the past that beat you up? Just curious.

Gina {=}


40Deuce replies on 8/14/2018 5:42 pm:
There was no confrontation , just awkward chit-chat , I only dream of revenge

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